July
2006
ending july2
Monday – buh-bye ninang - QA day - Cpt - Something’s wrong..something is fucking wrong - Started to worry Tuesday – systems down (no que..no calls/less calls) - Pichur-pichur - and so am I (im so fucking down) bad bad bad - kisses needed something sweet..mood booster..something sweet for my stirring depression Wednesday – me and my big mouth - and that annoying friend of mine..(no I guess she’s not a friend) she’s letting other people know about my secret!! - She’s so freakin’daldal! Ugh! - That 5:52 am call! Caller looking for the last name Montgomery first names judy or tooot (my secret alllinav’s name) on springwater something.. made me feel better. - That “motherfucking” test call which turned out to be a good call. “motherfucking” kc the caller was so irate..cursing every after word kc binabaan daw cya nung agent na nakausap nya etc! dko na maintindihan sobrang slang eh! Kaya keber bahala ka magmura jan! - I got a kiss from my TL for that! Sa noo! Eheh! Thursday – INDIFFERENT! :’ ( - food day sa itouch..ulk! d kaya masarap! Ice tea lang na-apreciate ko! - I’M SOOOO SAD! WHY WHY WHY?! How could I’ve been sooo stupid?! - maganda lang ngayon ay ok na kmi ni Hapi..aside from that I just want to burry myself 6 feet under! Friday – “HI?!” huh?! Today is nothing but a simple “Hi” from him but means so much to me. Sat – BROKE/penniless/BUSTED/ruined I shopped for drei..new shirt,new toys (was supposed to be happy for this pero sana talagang d nalang ako nag-friendster para d nasira yung araw ko! Bullshit! - I’m soo broke! - Broke about money..(ok lang sna pero itong nasa baba) - Broke about that friendster account! - How broke?! It feels like I have a boyfriend and we had a fight and I love him so much and he broke up with me for no reason at all! Ganon ka-broke! Ganon yung feeling! Ganon ka-bad! Sunday – went to mnla memorial to visit lolo and lola..lolo’s death anniv..then alabang.. lunch with family. went straight to eastwood to meet sheryl, blue, rain, chuck, hapi,and peter. -movie day .. SUKOB night! nakakagulat! twas fun though..sayang d ako nakasama sa aladinos para magvideoke..hehe next time..i was so hinayang dahil pagdating ko dito drei’s tulog na! argh! kainis! THEY just spoiled my day! pero ganon talaga! always GANON TALAGA..(sigh) (ENG-LOG mode?! English tagalog?!) hehe ang arte! -ending this month with a period (.) for some reasons..and move ahead. Move on..i’m moving on..Feel better..just like before..stay happy..take things as they come. Let it rain (as pai said). I love rainy days ayoko lang ng baha (cno bang me-gusto?!) It breaks my heart but I feel so much sane and I love rain..I love it kc malamig masarap matulog..ilove rain wala lang there’s something about it na hindi ko ma-explain!
